


I have had a wonderful Mother's Day so far and its only 10:34 am! David and Magnolia brought me a present in bed... a new coffee maker! Ahh so wonderful to have a very hot cup of coffee! We then went out for bagels and are now getting ready to head outside. These pictures are of yesterday. Magnolia was so funny, she did not like her feet touching the grass! We also got a walker from one of my friends so Magnolia is busy learning how to move around the kitchen in that!
I got this poem as a forward from my sister in law and realized that this is exactly how I feel! I have never felt my heart so full of warmth and I truly feel like the luckiest person in the world because I am a mom... not only a mom, but Magnolia Claire's mom!
Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or
not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about
immunizations.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my
mind and my thoughts..
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a
screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby
just because I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something
so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom as much as I do.
Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body..
I didn't know how special it
could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between
a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something
so small could make me feel so
important and happy.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the
middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make
sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable
of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom